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Uw digitale dienaar Frits.. hmh. Ergo est? 🦄

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Dans l'ensemble – c'est-à-dire, tout bien considéré? – la vie en 🇺🇸 Arizona doit être plutôt.. ennuyeuse, n'est-ce pas? Mais bon, je parierais qu'il y a beaucoup, beaucoup plus de gens sympas et beaux là-bas.. qu'ici, dans ma ville ou mon village. Encore une raison de s'y installer! De plus, sa capitale s'appelle Phoenix, tout à fait à sa place sur cette page-ci, 🌵 et à sa place, aussi.

Heureusement un vol transatlantique serait encore plus ennuyeux que.. hmm. Peut-être même.. Un véritable enfer. Et pour couronner le tout, tout à fait inacceptable sur le plan moral, notamment en ce qui concerne le changement climatique.. 🫥 Une autre boucle bouclée: réfléchissons-y à deux fois. 👌

oh this body, though

не подпорченный глиной 🍍 ананас 🤔

Sneakily this entire stub page devoted to life descends into yapping about death, first. Sorry! No fault of mine, at least it truly just so happened, and then, after one too many vexed “erggh one more edit”, was parked out of sight. Any case, life & death are close enough.

So, mindfully forgetting about life first: as I have recently not.. unwittedly perhaps, but certainly not unwillingly, 😐 informed most family, friends, and loved ones — they make for a brief but powerful list & the task may seem straightforward — I wish upon meself a deadly disease. It may not sound funny. And I truly regret doing so! Largely because in jinxing it.. Eh, I'm sure it will.. simulationally backfire, too, and don't suppose there is a way to unjinx them, at all.

How so? I'm not even marking my words. 🤔 On second thought then, herewith I decidedly am marking my words by signing off with today's date. For one last time, meaning quite literally in its literal final miserable moments (or probably weeks, perhaps months), again, will my body become.. yes, at last 🥁 the death of me, but sadly, and in the meantime more importantly, to me, its begrudging owner or rather occupant, a source of soul-crushing embarrassment. A horrible disgrace for an end to an already lamentable vehicle the likes of which.. Hmh. Truly 🙌 a “dungeon of the soul” – there are many like it, but this one is mine. All putting it too perplexingly noble and/or mildly.

I shall refrain from providing further clarification, at this time. If only because mocking my possible fate of 🦞 cancer, for a deadly disease, could rub people the wrong way.

Dungeon of the soul.. And of the spirit! that brings us back to life. Rounding circles, quite tired of it too, as of jinxing things. If at all, I should've vainly chosen a passing “quick yet merciless, and painful if need be”. Better luck in the next life! Aiming to be.. an apex predator, predating orca to be safe in all his & this, or that time.

Tom 🫩
31/3/26
nog maar lénte
*wuift wijds rondom*

Maar wat dan..

☥ dit leven en lijf ☥

..wie ein Hund.

..betreft. Betrof. Betroffen zal hebben. Zal hebben betroffen; wat mij betreft betrief of betreffe..

Met gebreideld hedonisme, zeker. Meer dan goed is? Alleszins nooit genoeg.

Maar wat dan..

dit leven

Astronomisch of astrologisch beleefd & bepaald? -nomisch/kwanti- ~ -logisch/kwali-? :l
STEM-mig geboren en -togen, zonder µetafysisch placeb0.

Und, Alles in Allem und Großen:
ich will irgendwann einmal nur noch ein Ja-sagender sein!

ʬ