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les autres

Dans l'ensemble – c'est-à-dire, tout bien considéré? – la vie en 🇺🇸 Arizona doit être plutôt.. ennuyeuse, n'est-ce pas? Mais bon, je parierais qu'il y a beaucoup, beaucoup plus de gens sympas et beaux là-bas.. qu'ici, dans ma ville ou mon village. Encore une raison de s'y installer! De plus, sa capitale s'appelle Phoenix, tout à fait à sa place sur cette page-ci, 🌵 et à sa place, aussi.

Heureusement un vol transatlantique serait encore plus ennuyeux que.. hmm. Peut-être même.. Un véritable enfer. Et pour couronner le tout, tout à fait inacceptable sur le plan moral, notamment en ce qui concerne le changement climatique.. 🫥 Une autre boucle bouclée: réfléchissons-y à deux fois. 👌

oh this body, though

не подпорченный глиной 🍍 ананас 🤔

Sneakily this entire stub page devoted to life descends into yapping about death, first. Sorry! No fault of mine, at least it truly just so happened, and then, after one too many vexed “erggh one more edit”, was parked out of sight. Any case, life & death are close enough.

So, mindfully forgetting about life first: as I have recently not.. unwittedly perhaps, but certainly not unwillingly, 😐 informed most family, friends, and loved ones — they make for a brief but powerful list & the task may seem straightforward — I wish upon meself a deadly disease. It may not sound funny. And I truly regret doing so! Largely because in jinxing it.. Eh, I'm sure it will.. simulationally backfire, too, and don't suppose there is a way to unjinx them, at all.

How so? I'm not even marking my words. 🤔 On second thought then, herewith I decidedly am marking my words by signing off with today's date. For one last time, meaning quite literally in its literal final miserable moments (or probably weeks, perhaps months), again, will my body become.. yes, at last 🥁 the death of me, but sadly, and in the meantime more importantly, to me, its begrudging owner or rather occupant, a source of soul-crushing embarrassment. A horrible disgrace for an end to an already lamentable vehicle the likes of which.. Hmh. Truly 🙌 a “dungeon of the soul” – there are many like it, but this one is mine. All putting it too perplexingly noble and/or mildly.

I shall refrain from providing further clarification, at this time. If only because mocking my possible fate of 🦞 cancer, for a deadly disease, could rub people the wrong way.

Dungeon of the soul.. And of the spirit! that brings us back to life. Rounding circles, quite tired of it too, as of jinxing things. If at all, I should've vainly chosen a passing “quick yet merciless, and painful if need be”. Better luck in the next life! Aiming to be.. an apex predator, predating orca to be safe in all his & this, or that time.

Tom 🫩
31/3/26
nog maar lénte
*wuift wijds rondom*

levels of awareness..

To do with chemicals of course. And biology. Because a wild.. 🙌 cormorant's essence is rather limited, compared to that of a human. Limited 'course doesn't imply inferior; the existence of the cormorant, an animal by any other name, undeniably just is far more limited in scope than ours. That's why, like all other non-human animals, it is better at existing than we humans are, at least when allowed to retain its habitat and habits.

This cormorant — better known as an aalscholver to some of us, yet another (oddly shallow) etymological rabbit hole to gently not walk into — knows exactly what it wants and needs to do, in fact it's all it knows to do, so it sets out to.. do just that, its physical form presumably not coincidentally 🤔 very well-suited to its ostensibly harsh lifestyle. In a way. Probably several or most ways, but what are the ways, and how many are they..

What ways? Precisely the topic and trigger of this yet another HTML < article > whose train of thought I lost well before time ran out - at least the time I had to spare and deemed sufficient. 😒 I rrreally should correct this behaviour and reconsider thrice, quarce, quince? before sending, submitting, or saving just the handful of train cars of thought. After literally thousands of times, though, I abide by the fact it's beyond fixing. Still, it means once again I have no choice but to go afk, in frustration leaving a flurry of words I can only hope I'll remember, understand, and complete, somewhen. Somewhen, once again? Mayn, I'll tell you h'what.. 🫥

Maar wat dan.. betreft.. Betrof? Betroffen zal hebben! Zal hebben betroffen, of wat mij betreft betrief of betreffe.. Alleszins aanging, en dan in zekere zin aangaande is. Aan de gang is? Gaande? Lopende? Strompelende..

☥ dit leven ☥

• ¡Es sueño, venga ya! (1635/275)
• life imitates art
• as above, so below
• 🤖 Simulationszeitalter, 🙌 een simulatie dan dus, misschien? En hoe dan dat na te gaan. 🎶 Die Gedanken sind frei, wer kann sie erraten..

mijn vege lijf en leden

• "Strict when sending, tolerant when receiving."
• "Done unto others, as they done did unto us"?
• Begrip & geduld, alsook nederigheid & reflectie.
• ~Φ Diogenes? Toch al weer een hele poos vanzelf & adequaat mijn avatar op Signal! alsook onderwerp van nog eens een vermoedelijk puik boek dat zich Frits echter aan zo'n prijs alle YOLO ten spijt wel echt niet veroorloven kan/mag/wil/zal/$HULPWERKWOORD. 😒 Of is dan niet net dít hetgene waartoe YOLO zoal had zullen dienen.. Alleszins niet volgens de bankkaart en de Colruytkassa, bracht ons onlangs nog eens een les in nederigheid bij.

Astronomisch of astrologisch beleefd & bepaald?
-nomisch/kwanti- ~ -logisch/kwali- *shrug*
STEM-mig geboren & -togen, zonder µetafysisch placebo.

Het is bij Nietzsche natuurlijk nooit ver zoeken naar een geschikte quote. Wel dan: Und, Alles in Allem und Großen:
ich will irgendwann einmal nur noch ein Ja-sagender sein!